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    2/21/2009

    好久没来了

    终于还是在这里写下些东西比较好.
    该离开的还是要离开,终究逃不过命运的枷锁
    我们已注定不是同一个世界的人了,大家都说不值得了,该放手了
    我也知道我是该放手了
    从第一次他拉我的手的时候就该知道会有今天这样的结局了
    我并不想奢求什么,只要能忘记就好
    我很 痛心,因为有些话我是忘记不了的
    "我不会娶你"这句话不知道重复了多少次,我彻底的被伤的死了心了
    J说他放下了,因为他是男人,他不再做恶梦了,不再做那个他不想做的梦了,J说只要他回头来找你只要他说几句好话你还是会和他走的,还是会相信他的.可笑,我有什么理由不相信他呢?但是我为什么要相信他,我没办法辩驳...口口声声说已经绝望的人...
    可是我的梦里还是有他的出现,不同的是他身边多了个女人.
    他终究还是要离开的,有他自己的生活.
    我也放手了,我也有我自己的生活,
    所以只能把他深深的埋在心底了,不要去触碰了.
    我很怕再受到伤害了,那种痛不是哭可以解决的
    大脑一片空白,彻底知道失望是什么感觉,真的很想狠狠的抽他两巴掌!
    但是我唯一能做的只是哭而已.
    我已经开始讨厌WG了,一想到当时和他的种种就感到恶心
    他是个很现实的人,和我追求的爱情不一样,我很难想像当初怎么会认识他
    这一切都是后话了,不要再想就好.
    原来忘记一个人是那么的简单的.
    可是为什么就偏偏忘不了他呢?
    我相信时间,空间.
    不再看到不再联系真的能淡忘的.我做不到...
    现在想想满是心疼的感觉,从看到他落寞的背影离开我的视线,看到他哭着求我回头,听到他哽咽的声音,我忍不住哭
    那又有什么用?不在了,什么都成了过去了.

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